The future's not ours to see.

I thought about Shane Kippel and what one of my acting instructors at the Screen Acting Academy said about him in class. Despite his potential, his acting career never took off. He started as a child actor; I saw him in Degrassi: the next generation; he was a chubby kid who played the bully. He grew into a fit and handsome young man during his run on Degrassi. Then I saw him in Dog Pound. The character he played in Dog Pound has an edge not seen in his role in Degrassi. Since then, he has continued his career in the entertainment industry. He is a drummer and played professionally in bands. Now in his mid-30s, his most recent IMDB credit was in 2020. He is not a star but remains a part of the culture and has a fan base.

Thinking about him and his experience as a screen actor made me consider what I learned in the courses I took with the Screen Acting Academy. I do not aspire to stardom; I am in the business because, as Chris Wyllie told us in Level 2, I love the craft. I do not see screen acting as a get-rich-quick scheme. I dream of getting bookings and receiving payment; this will supplement my pension income. In my training with the Screen Acting Academy, I also learned not to take rejection personally. I was told that before in previous acting classes, but it only got through to me this time. Yes, rejection is the rule, not the exception. When I audition, I do my best to leave a good impression. I learned to avoid falling into the trap of compare and despair too. It is all too easy to resent another's success.

If I cannot help but compare myself to others, then Shane Kippel and some of his castmates in Degrassi come to mind. They succeeded as child and young adult actors and actresses, and many succeeded in transitioning to adult performers. However, a couple left the business and pursued careers outside the industry. It is all good. Although I started late in life, I am determined to become a part of the culture. I hope to have a few IMDB credits to my name before I die. Stardom is not my destiny, but like Shane Kippel, I hope to apply my talent and leave my mark as a screen actor. Meanwhile, I will keep a stiff upper lip and celebrate my classmates' successes as they make their way as screen actors and actresses. As Doris Day famously observed, "What will be will be; the future's not ours to see."